Emotional Wall

I woke up from a nap and hit an emotional wall just now.  It was the weirdest feeling in the world.  Maybe that's what true love and the subconscious does to you.  I just woke up and was instantly filled with this intense sadness that I'd never felt before.  I couldn't even stop the tears, even though I was completely aware of what was going on and what it was that was making me sad.  As much as I wanted to stop the tears, I couldn't.  I'd never experienced that before.  It had to be my subconscious, for I wasn't thinking about the subject before I went down for a nap.  I don't recall dreaming about the subject either.

Following what I normally do when I wake up to kill the grogginess, I checked my messages on the forums and scrolled through Pinterest.  Then I saw this and it made me laugh:

haha Pinterest never fails to make me smile... :)  I still don't understand what the heck I was going through just now, though.  It was weird.  

In the Midst of All Things Sad, There is Still Joy

As y'all know, it's been a rough week for me.  But through all of the sadness, frustration, anger, and all things unhappy, there is still joy to be found.  :)

My buddy R randomly texted me this message yesterday night.  I had been going through something that had me heartbroken and unable to focus on much else.  Exams were that night, and I wasn't excited about it.  When I got to my car, it didn't start.  But shortly after all of that, I get this text from R, who is on the other side of the country.  Without knowing what was going on, she texts this, and my day was good again.  :D

Tonight, I'd gone to a GI Joe SAR meeting to update myself on the current events.  I'm still having a rough time coping with things going on lately, but I'm doing considerably better in comparison to past days.  Anyway, the meeting concludes, dinner concludes, and of course, fortune cookies come out.  :)  This one instantly brightened my night. :D

How crazy is it that all of this comes together?  :)  These random bits of awesomeness has really been great pick-me-ups.  :D